I brought Kati’s sister to school with me yesterday to help her register and stuff. It’s funny how I used to refer to Kati as Megan’s sister. I will always have a special place in my heart for Megan Paterson, but somehow I have mixed feelings about her coming to Orange and joining the Honors Program, almost inevitably hanging out with the same people as I do and all that jazz. It’s just that it’s a link to Eldred, a splinter of my old life stuck too deep in my flesh. Yes, I work at Peck’s and see people from Eldred every weekend. And I love working at Peck’s, okay, let me revise that statement. I love working with Lauren, Sam, Emily and Sarah. And somehow, I’m able to divide my life in half, like Eldred’s a different part of my life. If there’s someone in my life that has a place in both worlds, it somehow just makes it more real that I’m still stuck at home, exhausted 90% of the time and blah blah blah. But hey. the boy wants to get an apartment in middletown next semester while he fills out grad school applications so that we can live together easily so things might be different after all, but I’m not so sure I want to do the move in thing. I love him too much for the two of us to drive each other to insanity and tire of each other so early.
